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Melancholic Ecstasy - BOOTLEG

by Sam Cerro

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1.
Fifty-Seven 06:48
All that I believe in.....it’s...... words in the sand Everybody’s leaving A billion odd galaxies....I’m a speck in the sand, I don’t believe in prophecies Can you feel the power Tell me can you feel the power Feel the Power I have felt the power of... A little from the past... A little to the future... But mostly from the blast. If all the good that’s leavin’...... Takes some evil along, ‘t least it’s for a reason. It’s a human obligation, It’s Original Sin, It’s a cosmic complication. Love is what you’re leaving, It’s your only legacy. That’s what we’re all grieving, a melancholic ecstasy Fifty-seven, is the number I chose to quantify how much I love you If there’s a heaven, it must be crowded with those who’ve left with their equal in evil. Love is the answer, it’s the ultimate cleanser , a catalyst, for our redemption. My Fifty-seven, is the number I chose to signify , how much I love you.
2.
Elements 04:40
One more time for the people that I have known The people I have loved,some people not so much. Taking time to reflect on how winds have blown Though it’s clearly not enough, I have been very deeply touched These are the the elements that constitute the essence of my life. Still I thank you all. People and places and things that we’ve done. Run in a river that shines like the sun. Pieces of a puzzle, each one, absolutely vital, The smallest as the large ones, into metamorphic symbiosis, Anarchistic, philharmonic, altruistic, egocentric You…………. A beautiful and wondrous compound. Naturally, I speak in all humility and for all humanity, Taking one more step along this path that lies here… before me. (preserving this god-given, everlasting, awe-inspiring fragility. ) (In celebrating - the elements that make us who we are) All of these pieces of me, interlocked and sealed, varnished for eternity. Even when it’s over. Often long-forgotten by constituting elements, That never seem to realize….. The role they play in my life, The guidance they’ve provided, The countervailing attitudes making things a little clearer, smoothing out the edges, tempering the passion, this is why today I thank the elements
3.
If I have learned a thing or two From all the fuss we’ve made about climatic change. To cherish every minute, Every moment when I’m in it Every mountain range. The midnight conversations with the scotch pines that surround me seem like monologues The wisdom in their silence, Like a session with a therapist That gets you to some place that you’ve had locked-up deep inside of you Now I…….. Can’t fly I’ve plucked the feathers of my wings To line my nest now I can’t leave it anymore,,, That’s why I Feel Green in Blue. How can we find a common ground With Nature if we haven’t found A reason ….. (We’re, every single one of us, Responsable for each other.) To Finally get our act together, Try to get on with each other Fix this broken home that we depend on for survival
4.
I am One (1) 08:05
Shake me, shame me, take me somewhere, Where I’m not a lot. Sass me, baby, Ridicule me, Give me all you’ve got Someone, somewhere, Seems to think What really makes them hot. Shake me, shame me, Ridicule me, Give me all they’ve got. It’s a vicious site I cry alot you know I wanna fight but I’d rather not I’m an empty shell I’ve been hollowed out Life has turned to hell And I’m breakin’ out It’s a rocky road, it’s a bumpy ride, I’m gon’ share my discomfort with the other side. I am One................ And I’m breakin’ out I am One I’m without a doubt There’s something cruel ‘bout a generation, They use Intimidation causing alienation. I think we need to focus on the one, It’s the only one not the lonely. I am One................ And I’m breakin’ out I am One I’m without a doubt Good sense dictates - ya wanna be careful The people ya choose to love Some folks flash while they’re talkin their trash But the proverbial push comes to shove. I wanna turn this thing around, Paint a bull’s eye on a bully’s back There’s a new sherif come to town Let me introduce you to the new leader of the pack. I am One................ And I’m breakin’ out I am One I’m without a doubt When the shadow of collective instigation Turns to aggression Every morning brings a new-found isolation Deep in depression I am one admittedly different A little belligerent I won’t run I am one admittedly different A little belligerent I won’t run I’ll take away your credibility Let you fester in profundity I’m taking back my dignity You took from me No apology.
5.
I don't Know 04:00
You never told me so. I should’ve seen it comin’ Ya beat me right down flat, right where I sat and I’m thinkin’ I don’t know I can’t find no semblance of a reason to explain. I keep squeezing lemons but I can’t make lemonade. Ya can’t make assumptions ‘bout the pain here in my brain I don’t want to celebrate before we all get paid. I Don’t know if your left or right if you’re black or white nor if you like to fight I Don’t know if the sun will die, If the stars will fall, If you’re wrong or right I Don’t know, I Don’t know, I Don’t, I Don’t know When the sun rises in the east, tomorrow, you can ask somebody, if they’ll beg or borrow If they’re feeling something like glee or sorrow You can to sleep with a smile at night. I Don’t know if your left or right if you’re black or white nor if you like to fight I Don’t know if the sun will die, If the stars will fall, If you’re wrong or right I Don’t know, I Don’t know, I Don’t, I Don’t know
6.
In The Dark 07:50
I’m standing out in the rain. There’s always room here for the lost It’s like a harbour for the pain, While you sit contemplating cost. I saw the children playing out there in the middle of the park It seems like something you can do When there’s no venom in your heart. Stay with me Why don’t ya play with me I need to have some company Everybody here…. Is tired of playing in the dark Here in this darkness of a night, that never seems to end You’ve got to muster up some light, ’t least enough to find a friend. There’s not a cloud on the horizon, When you’re living in the dark You make your own illumination ‘Cause the light is in your heart Stay with me Why don’t ya play with me I need to have some company Everybody here…. Is tired of playing in the dark Stay with me Why don’t ya play with me You’ve got to keep me company Can’t you see, They’ve turned out all the lights They’ll point a laser where they choose. Technically, There’s not a cloud in sight, It makes it easy to confuse. Everybody here…. Is tired of playing in the dark
7.
Hit the ground running on a Saturday night I was barely seventeen - In a flicker of light! Tossed into the frenzy of a terrible fight And then - Out went the lights! Eerie & stunning, She was nimble and cunning, Seductive a swagger with eyes like a dagger that stab at your soul, ‘ Reached out to touch her And then - Out went the lights! Chorus I never look back, It’s all screwed up! Don’t nobody try to look me up, It’s all in the past, It’s a ship that has since set sail I’m the captain aboard I’m dead-on the track, I’m all cued-up, Don’t nobody try to hook me up I’m comin in fast, with the weight of a killer-whale, I’m the chair of the board Bridge Chorus I got a ten dollar bill in my pocket, till the day after tomorrow, I got the wind in my back, A bottle of “Jack” And a tell-tale five-O’clock shadow Chorus X 2
8.
Run 04:17
Run like the devil, Never be back no more The moment you’re out the door You’ll never know what lies in store. running to the edge of the universe, Nowhere left to hide from the family curse. Out here, in the wild and cagey, disinclined and unattached, dawning of the day that you will kiss them all good-bye. Everything around me seems to tell me what I’m here to do Seems like kind of a sentence Walk with me, Help me see, I could use a little guidance from you now. Take me to a higher place I’ve given everything, There’s nothing left at all I would ask you to remember That I’m from Montreal
9.
Time Line 11:13
‘ five in the morning, I’m standing here among the trees. Look very hard, you can see my reflection To sail ……… from body to body, Would I hang on to my spirit If I could bail and keep on telling stories, Then maybe, I could find a reason Far off in the distance, There is motion, some kind of plasma ………………Angels calling in the distance ………………Blinding light, a crystal brilliance ………………Draws you in with vigilance bar 70 Look inside the bubble, you can see, it’s not so subtle There are organisms just below the surface …. Their existence, a reminder of the density of life, contained in this U - ni- verse…………… Try and find a time to make your place. Running thru this mess of time and space What’s your handle? Tell me, where are you going? You’re not really anybody, you’re not in any way, entitled, You just happened here and now you’ve got to justify. It’s a bigger, bigger, bigger picture, we are really just a a puff of smoke, so quickly evacuated. Try to find a time to make your place Careful not to mess with nature’s grace Count the seconds to the time line, Life is in your face. The countless, lonely fallen trees are real. It’s not because they’re never seen but more about the time they’ve been, microdots in sprinkled clusters that’s the human race. Easier said than done I must admit. Now I’m gone, gone, gone,put your helmets on ‘cause the ride’s about to get exciting I had a very good reason but now I’m gone, gone, gone. When the masters gone It can all go on, Everything will, unencumbered, simply carry on. Life is not endangered, cross-contamination of the human kind is simply doomed, and for the sake of continuity best be rid of. So Celebrate the remnants, for they are what will constitute the return to Eden. When the people’s gone ‘Cause the ride’s about to turn into a marathon. When the master’s gone, It will all go on Everything will unencumbered, simply, carry-on Just like a mountain wind……. I’m not Count the seconds that your life-span represents. Are you done yet? are you done yet? All the missions and the projects simply compressed into one single sleepless night, A sweet reminiscence for a dead man rotting in his grave. You can find me here, you can find me there, I could never make a difference for anyone out there. Anyone can see, Everyone can hear, It’s been quite a ride but it’s changing
10.
Washing Away 03:00
Rain, Rain, Rain. Is falling in my brain, washing away, What they say Every day. Took a licking at the black jack tables Went home with a headache and a toasted bagel Started streamin’ in the talking heads I got to thinkin’ ‘bout the things they said. Over-analyzing junk mail, scanning bovine body-language talk, talk, talk. Nothing but talk Tell me please where I can find some harbour from the bottom-feeding pond scum I’m washing away, What they say Every day. Just the other day, I thought I heard somebody say We’re all just headed for, the nevermore, It’s a price we’ve got to pay. We’ve been abusing and polluting To self-destructive disarray. Sometimes I wish that people didn’t talk at all I’m washing away, What they say Every day.

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A Collection of songs written and produced in a time capsule of approximately 10 years (2012 - 2022), during which I experienced a variety of life-experiences and emotions. To this day, I have a hard time reconciling the ups, downs and spaces in-between. But I thank the powers that BE, for affording me the experiences.

This production is identified as ''Bootleg'' for two reasons. First, the production resources were fairly limited. Secondly, it does revive, in me, the memory of the enthousiasm I felt when I would occasionally, get my hands on a bootleg recording of some of my favourite artists.

A special MERCI à mon très bon ami Luc Sylvestre pour la générosité avec laquelle, il m'a permis accès à tout ce que j'aurais utilisé en matière de guitares électriques.

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released April 22, 2023

Sam Cerro - Vocals, all instruments
Zoé - Spoken word on Time Line
Words and Music by Sam Cerro
Never Look Back - written by Sam Cerro Robert Marchand and Richard Lanthier.

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